"Poprocks & Coke"

"Wherever you go, you know I'll be there,
If you go far, you know I'll be there,
I'll go anywhere, So I'll see you there,
You place the name you know I'll be there,
You name the time you know I'll be there,
I'll go anywhere, So I'll see you there.

I don't care if you don't mind,
I'll be there not far behind,
I will dare, Keep in mind,
I'll be there for you.."

Greenday. ^^ Such a nice song. I'm extrordinarily happy right now too. I'm being the damsel in distress for Halloween. Oh, don't forget that it's raining too. But oh well, as long as I can have fun, who cares? Really. I'm am actually looking forward to seeing my mother. Y'know? You can't keep from family, that's not good. But yes, I'm going to have fun! I'm 14, and going Trick or Treating too. I am not too old, never can be too old to have fun. Kenith is going to be something with a big clloak, Sean, he's going to be a mage, the costume for him looks so nice. I've been so tired during school, that I didn't even think about the past! That's good, because I think ALOT and about what used to be. But right now, I'm happy. Really happy. I could see old friends, get candy, and act like a fool, nothing could be better! I'm also listening to my Greenday CD too. I like lal the songs on this one, 'international Superhits' Good songs on it. Man, I'm so happy. Well, I'm on the clock, so bye! Try to be as happy as I am, in other words, eat ALOT of sugar or something and then that should be right. ^_~

"Where there's a truth,
You know I'll be there,
Amongst the lines,
You know I'll be there,
I'll go anywhere,
So I'll see you there.

If you should fall, you know I'll be there,
To catch the call, you know I'll be there,
I'll go anywhere, So I'll see you there."

"Your time has come."

"One fell asleep in the street and he never woke up,
One died in pieces in his bed with his head ull of gold,
One who threatened me long ago I saw him,
Melt in the light of day,
One laid to rest in a field under starlings and crows.

I've been wandering sideways,
I've stared straight into the sun,
Still I don't know why you are dying,
Long before your time has come.."

Maybe not the cheeriest of songs, but it's Audioslave again. the past to days have been, in simple terms, horrible. After leaving church yesterday, my brother's and I had an argument about the littlest one trying to bite and flick one of my friends and my uncle said if we've been messing around we might as well not go. There's been tension with my aunt, and an hour ago, I founf out water was leaking into my closet. The water ruined alot of things that meant alot to me. A book from my mother, two-thirds of my pokemon cards(They mean alot because I have had them for so long..) A few backbacks and other junk. My uncle even gives the nice comment the mold and such could've killed me. Whatever. _-_ Hasn't been a weekend working out for me, to lessen my mood, I have to go to school tomorrow. Oh, and my mother wants to go with us for Halloween. Well, chow.

"I've been wandering sideways,
I've stared straight into the sun,
Still I don't know why you are dying,
Long before your time has come,
I've been wandering sideways,
I've stared straight into the sun,
Still I don't know why you are dying,
Long before your time has come,
Long before your time has come,
Long before your time has come,
Your time has come."

"Concrete girl"

"Bleeding thoughts,
Cracking boulder,
Don't fall over,
Fake your laughter,
Burn the tear,
Sing it louder.
Twist and shout.

Way up here,
We stand on shoulders,
Growing colder,
Laugh or cry,
I won't mind,
Sings it louder,
Twist and shout.."

It's another one from Switchfoot. I don't know, I'm feeling down since holidays are passing. I know I should be happy, I am, sort of. It just makes me think. Like this is the first Halloween of four before I can live with one of my friends - And it took just this long for this single holiday. The first Halloween that I will have without my mother. The first Halloween living with my uncle. The first Halloween I'm something other than a witch. The first Halloween in my new school. The first Halloween.. Alone. There's people around me, yes, but I couldn't possibly feel any further away. No one understands, they know something's wrong, but not what. I stood next to a pole at lunch time, which is after my third period of class. My back was resting to it and I watched my friends go off to see someone's costume. Then my attention shifts to the people walking by, some in costumes, some not. But in my mind, I can perfectly picture every holiday going by like this. Like standing in the same place, for seasons when you've only seen it through one. I'm starting up something else too, I'm having rather harsh arguments with my youngest brother. I feel like crap afterwards, but to the thanks of my mother, I can't bring myself to apologize. I'll yell at him some, and win the argument, which makes it much harder. My temper is flaring at spontaneous times, as well as an overwhelming sadness of sorts. I just feel alone, I guess. But that's the worst I can feel. Anger and any other emotion holds tight bonds to me, but I feel alone, caged..

You are bound by chains...
of misunderstood love
You are but a trapped bird...a pet of one that has yet to understand you need to be free

That's no song, simply part of a conversation I've had. But it reflects pretty much how much I currently feel. I mean I really feel bound, I want to go one way when I simply can't. Bound in place. Caged. I feel lost in a path that was once as clear as the day is long. Now it's dwindled and I've lost my way. With my slight sadness, I bid you farewell.

"Don't stop thinking,
Don't stop feeling.

One step away,
From where we were,
And one step back,
To nothing,
And we're standing on top,
Of our hopes and fears,
And we're fighting,
For words,
Now concrete girl,
And we're swimming,
Around, again, again,
And now we're swimming,
Around, again, again,
Around now,
Concrete girl."

"I dare you to move"

"Welcome to the planet,
Welcoem to existance,
Everyone's here,
Everybody's watching you now.
What happens next?

I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
Like today never happened,
Today never happened before..."

This one's from a Christian band, I believe, well, it's from Switchfoot. Really good song, actually. Not much had happened, I've been extremely tired lately, well for today. Oh, and last night, I went to Fall Festival in a lon, red velvet dress with black stuff on it. I didn't even know what I was s'posed to be, well, I chose to be the "Damsel in Distress" when we were leaving. ^^ But today's a short post, I'm afraid. Be well, you guys! ^_^

"Welcome to the fallout,
Welcome to resistance,
The tension is here,
Between who you are and who you could be,
Between how it is and how it should be.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell,
Maybe forgiveness is right where you tell.
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gunna go?
Where you gunna go?
Slavation is here."

"Yesterday to Tomorrow"

"Beauty is what the eyes behold,
And you burn brighter than most,
I chased you through the midnight streets,
To be where I could speak freely.

I didn't care what tomorrow held,
I felt the world turning only for us,
Only bliss now for you and me,
No regrets and no remorse..."

Audioslave. I got a new CD, it's Audioslave, by the way, well, two. Same band. I have a particular liking to the songs, don't know why. They have more of a harder kind of rock than I particularly like. Sort of.. For the heck of it, I'll tell about two things, my friend Sammi, and how the dance with. I'm starting of with Sam, she holds ALOT in common with me. When that is speaking of situations with mothers. I have my own, she has hers. But it's like this. I haven't known anyone who can give the SLIGHTEST sense of reassurance that they knew how I felt about things. You know? Eh, maybe like how I act and such, extraordinarily happy, that's because of the lifestyle I had. She took me to the dance, right? Well, she brought another friend too, Kristen. We went and watched the place fill up. I have pictures of what I was wearing, but I don't know where they are, or what I did with them, so yeah. But I got asked to dance by one guy, I said no, since little Solin can't dance worth beans, and Rap was what they played. I don't like Rap. Another boy asked me out, I denied him too, although I'm almost guilty. Since it took ALOT for him to actually come to ask me. He's very shy, and I don't think that he will have enough courage for the next person he wants to ask. But yeah, after that, we were mainly bored and didn't have anything to do. But the strawberries with chocolate were fabulous. ^^ Vale. (Wah-Leh) Mean Bye! (In Latin)

"We have more than anything,
More than man or machine,
More than luck,
More than fiction,
Higher than any religion.

And unlike times before,
From yesterday comes tomorrow,
When life comes alive the past moves aside,
No regrets and no remorse.."

"Right here"

"I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all And throw them in my face?

[Chorus]
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting"

The song's from Staind. Got it from a friend of mine, she has alot in common with me, it's funny.. Not how, but the fact that I have someone who knows some of what I feel.. But that's for another time. Sorry about not replying as soon as I could, Ryan. ^^; Well, here's my posts for the tagging.

7 things I plan to do before I die:

1. To have my name known.
2. To watch my brother's be as big as I know they can be.
3. To move to Kansas for College.
4. To finish a novel or two.
5. To make a band.
6. To see the world through someone else's eyes.
7. To figure out why people cause themselves pain.

7 things I can do:

1. Write.
2. Draw. (Sort of well)
3. Sort out any problem.
4. Think. (For long periods of time.)
5. Be happy.
6. Win an argument. (When I know or think I'm right.)
7. Smile all the time.

7 things I cannot do:

1. Intentionally hurt someone. (Emotionally.)
2. Stand watchign anyone being hurt.
3. Bring myself to actually physically hit someone with the intention to do harm.
4. Bring myself to forget my mother.
5. Do nothing with my life.
6. Stay in Houston too long.
7. Live with a dog.

7 things that attract me to the opposite sex:

1. Eyes.
2. Jawline structure.
3. Humor.
4. Sarcasm.
5. Smile.
6. Sincerity.
7. State of mind.

7 things that attract me to the same sex:

1. Eyes.
2. Display of emotions.
3. Humor.
4. Smile.
5. Figure.
6. State of mind.
7. Loyalty.

7 things I say most often:

1. "Kinda, sorta, not really"
2. "Nah, you think?"
3. "Shut up!"
4. "You two, stop it!"
5. "Jeebus!"
6. "Knucklehead"
7. "You scared the daylights out of me!"

7 celebrity crushes I am not ashamed of:

Okay, I'd do this one, but dear Solin happens to.. Eh, not know the names of ANY celebrities. She doesn't watch nearly enough Television.

7 people to tag:

I can't do the tagging part either, I don't know enough people.

"I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

[Chorus - Altered]
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting?"

"Be yourself"

"Someone finds salvation in everyone,
And another only pain,
Someone tries to hide himself,
Down inside himself he prays,
Someone swears his true love,
Untill the end of time.
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?

To be yourself is all that you can do,
To be yourself is all that you can do.."

Audioslave. Oh, and I had everything nicely done but the bloody computer made me loose my WHOLE post. _-_ I'll have to do the Tagging tomorrow, I'm out of time now. I'll give a better post tomorrow, ciao!

"And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up,
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck don't lose any sleep tonight,
I'm sure everything will end up alright,

You may win or lose,

But to be yourself is all that you can do,
To be yourself is all that you can do.."

"Walking Contradiction"

"Talk is cheap and lies are expensive,
My wallet's fat and so is my head.."

Yeah, don't we all think that at times we have all the chances in the world? Oh, and it's Greenday. Yeah, like on the tests I have, I'll look at the questions and think a few moments, then look back to the ones I found easy and actually come to contradict myself. I think it's sort of funny, becaus eI'm like, It's this one, I know it. But wait, it could be.. Or no, it's.. I'm sorry, just sort of funny for me. But yeah, I actually fished for a song with contradiction in the name, I like the word too, y'know? Just one of those words you like to hear, or say. Oh, and the Homecoming dance is Saturday, I've got to find out what time it starts, and after that who's my ride. I'm going with my friend Sam. She said she'll give me a ride. Sam is a girl by the way, Samantha, Sam's short for that. Although, we call her Sammi Ammi Antha. Got to love those toungue twiters. ^_~ Well, I'm out.

"Standards set and broken all the time,
Control the choas behind a gun,
Call it as I see it even if,
I was born deaf, blind and dumb.."

Tagged by the good ol' Ryan.

....living in Deer Park

Rules:1) Go into your archives. 2) Find your 23rd post. 3) Find the fifth sentence (or closest to it.) 4) Post the text of your sentence in your blog along with these rules. 5) Tag five other people.I tag Miroka, Shiro, Lady Lark.. And well, I don't have enough peopl I know. Kind of sad, but those're who I tag.

"Photograph"

"Look at this photograph,
Everytime it even makes me laugh.
My eyes get so red..."

Incubus, yet again. A particular liking for my brother's and me. When we were at our mother's house, I had a big radio, had some pretty bid speakers and could play a whole three CD's. We only had two. One of them was an N'Sync CD while the other was untitled and had all these burned songs on them. Turns out they were all Incubus. We listened to them day in, and day out. I can recognise ANY of them now. Man, I knew the words too, I know the majority of the words of them now, but not as well as I did then. The radio was an awesome source of entertainment, much better than the Tv that had about four fuzzy channels. We watched Tv all the time before getting that radio. Heh, there's a point in the soung, I think it goes like this,

"We used to listen to the radio,
And sing allong to all the songs we know."

Not sure if it is the correct way, but that's kind of funny. ^^; I wasn't even thinking about that part. But yeah, I loved that radio, but of course, when my mother was out of money, she 'lent' it. Just like she did t the working Tv, and my bike. As well everything else that we had that was worth anything. But, I'm not ary or anything right now. So that's good. Although, I do happen to remember the fact we could never tell her when we had money, otherwise she would take it. We saved, all together, about 20 bucks before. We were happy, for us, that was ALOT. We didn't really have any source of income. But of course, she found it, and 'asked' for it. We ended up giving it to her, oh well. But the radio was indeed very important to us then. A great way to keep our thoughts from some stuff. Toodles! (And no mum, your dearest Solin is not going preppy. ^_~ Love ya mum!)

"It's time to say it,
Time to say it,
Goodbye, Goodbye.."

Top 20 most important songs.

Alrighty, I', going to list the tope 20 most important songs. As in the ones that effect me and have held their part in becoming important. Oh, and they aren't in any specific order. Here they go:

Nice to know you, Incubus
Wish you were here, Incubus
Are you in? Incubus
Pardon me, Incubus
Poprocks & Coke, Greenday
Good riddance, Greenday
When I come around, Greenday
Blv of broken dreams, Greenday
I dare you to move, Switchfoot
Poparazzi, Switchfoot
Angry american(Courtasy of the Red White and Blue), Toby Keith
Come together, The Beatles
Dragostea Din Tei(Nu ma song.), O-Zone
Shiny happy people, R.EM.
Paint it black, Rolling Stones
Photograph, Nickleback
For all the wronge reasons, Nickleback
If everyone cared, Nickleback
Savin me, Nickleback
Another brick in the wall, Korn

There we go, the songs that effect the one and only, Solin. a little country, romanian, and my favorite, alternative rock. (Or any rock, basically) Well, toodles.

Greenday, 'Good Riddance'

Okay, I decided, I'll post a song name, or the line that happens to cross my mind, that seems to get me going on thoughts well enough. Well, I happen to have chosen 'Good Riddance.' I know all the words, I'll choose a verse I like the most of of them all, since once had already come to my mind. It's the last verse..


"So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health
And good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
I hope you had the time of your life."

Absolute favorite song from Greenday. Also helps one to think of better things, when one is down. I even did this video thing for it, with anime pictures. I'd put it up, if I had the slightest idea how to. Lol. I may know alot, or be fast to learn, but I have to have someone who knows whatever it is, to teach me. It's easier to learn from others, rather than to try on your own. Although, there are times when it is up to you to do things.

"It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life."

Daph, or mum, moved from Houston, to Kansas. Yeah, her daughter, or my 'little sister' didn't take to it too well. She was struck with sadness, actually, and slipped in and out of depression. But of course, with her I just look back. Heh. Like everytime in class, I would sit at her side and peer over her shoulder, watching her as she drew. Giving my comments when I wanted too, and sometimes messing with her. Of course, it was all in good fun. In the name of fun, I say! ^_^ There's also what we did in the hallways. We would rest our shoulders against each other an d push as hard as we could, one always strongr than the other at times. We zig-zagged through the hallway. On e time I stepped away when her full weight was against me and she fell flat against her back, but she had a good landing, didn't get hurt. She could barely get up, as hard as she was laughing, I couldnt help her, due to my own laughter. But in the good name of carma, what goes around comes around, I got my piece. She did the same to me in the hallway, so we were made even. Lol. How can I not mention the time about the box. There's this pencil box that she had, it was a light shade of green, and held things she liked in it, mainly good pens, pencils and erasers. This one boy, his name left me but he started to mess with her box, looking for a pencil, I believe. XD She was there in two seconds, the seriousness to her face enough to make me break into an uncontrolable laughter. When she came back, she did the same, giggling and laughing the class period away. Oh, and of course there's lunch. We werre the wierd kids, sitting at table 1, laughing a storm, making all kinds of noises. I sat next to her, next to he was Evi, infront of Evi was Tanya, next to Tanya was Rebecca, next to Rebecca was that girl. Can't even remember her name. But Evi always did random things like burb VERY loudly, and tell the oddest jokes. Oh! And Rebecca, when she first came she was sitting in my spot, the others kept on saying, "You better get out of her spot, she'lll get you, she'll push you off." Well, in the name of fun, that's just what I did! I pushed her straight of of the spot, but, she came back and pushed me in return, the whole table of my friends went, gasp, "She pushed back!"

Oh, good times. To think, it was only last year. Makes you notice the true gifts of time, eh? Well, thihs is my day's worth of ranting. May you all be able to think back on those good ol' times. ^_~

"Pardon Me."

"Pardon me, as I burst into flames.
Pardon me, Pardon me.."

Incubus. The song has been stuck in my head for a few weeks. Well, the one line I know. I need to get the CD for it.. That would be great. And I have noticed the lack of comments I've been recieving. Oh well. Back to the song. It's one of any the was on a burned CD my friend lent me. Lovely, great songs that kept my brothers and me from paying much attention to the trouble we were in at my mother's house. Although she always said we had the radio too loud. But isn't that better than listening to my mother yelling, crying or doing 'things' with the people she always invited into the house? I think so. The people learned to leave me alone. 'Oh, she doesn't like me. She doesn't like anybody, does she?' What do they know? They are druggies with a great source of issues. Of course Im not going to like them. My mother lending all our stuff out for money that she either used for food for her, or even the bloody drugs. Nah, the children don't need anythign, do they? They'll just blink and they'll be fed! Yeah, nice job mom. 'I'm only trying to help you!' Yeah, great job at that. 'You b-----' What goes around comes around, eh mom? 'It'll be back, in a few days' Yeah, right. 'In a little while' More like never. 'I said, come here!' I shouldn't have, really. 'Can I borrow... I'll pay you back.' Ha! Where's the money then? 'Just a little bit.' More like it all. 'You should listen to me!' Yeah, then I'd end up like you. 'The children, please, stay for the children, they need you..' Yeah, we needed him mom, but guess who drove him off? 'Come on, we'll be able to eat.' Yeah, but it wasn't right. 'He's different.' No, he wasn't. 'It was only passion, a mistake.' Yeah, that caused him to beat you, mom. 'He's not hitting me anymore.' Now, isn't that swell? 'In just a little while, we'll be together again..' Yeah, like that's goin to happen. 'I'm going to the hospital tomorrow.' Now, are you? 'I couldn't go.. The hurricane..' Yeah. 'Has Sean been crying?' No mom, I have been. 'You watch after him, okay?' Yeah, I always have been. 'You don't hold anything against me?' I told you no, when I meant to say yes. 'You don't hate me?' I can't answer that. 'You wont tell anyone?' I never did, should have. Your voice saying, 'You b---- echos in my mind. Not like I can excape that. HA! I actually trusted you mom! Everytime you said things'll get better! Every bloody time! I fed on your lies, you want to know why, mom? There was a strand, a single strand of burning hope that I had in you. EVERY FREAKING TIME. Try to tell me one that you actually told the truth? One time what you said would happen, did happen? There are none. Your god for saken lies rolled on. What bothers me, is that I TRUSTED you, I BELIEVED in you. Soo gullible. A fate I wanted to excape. Guess it didn't work? I am not as I should be. You ruined my life. Splendid. All I can do is sit, and watch with smiles as I see myself tumple into darkened pits. I have something to say, thanks mom. For not being there for me, for not caring, for never showing true warmth. For abandoning us. Thanks alot. Surely means a freaking lot.

'Pardon me, as I burst into flames.
Pardon me, pardon me.."

'I'll never be the same,
Never be the same, Noo..'

Friday is here!

Man, I've been pumped all day. I want to do something every Friday, (To give me a reason to post) and I can't think of anything. Honestly, it's kinda hard. I don't have a camara. So that cuts out pictures. With no pictures, I'm dead swept, nothing in my noggin'. Other than that, I'm slowly dieing away, waiting for my guitar. Now this is a short post that I made to be able to tell myself I actually posted. Toodles.

Whatever has Solin been up to..

Well, Solin has been actually working on writing, yes. Not doing homework, for she doesn't remember it. But she happens to be trying to write a novel, yes. By next year, at that. Wonder if I can. My mother told me I had enough skill long ago. It's about time to put her words to the test, don't you think? Solin has been in this shadow of saddness and lack of energy too long! Too long I tell you! Let's have Solin awaken from the darkness of her problems, and awaken to a new world! A new world where she comtrols all, where she can make things go as planned. Where nothing can go wronge! Into the world of writing! She's reawakened! And she's about to make a bang.

Friday.

Yeah, it's Friday. The day we are supposed to be happy and sit back and relax. But of course, Solin's still deathly homesick. Still, she got some of it cured. We went to the park or our old elementary school. SO I want to reflect upon what I remember.

We used to play this game I don't even remember with the thing that was next to the jungle gym. It lasted all of recess, and continued the next day. I think it had something to do with three magic wielders. There was also this time, it was Valentines Day and I ended up finding out that this one boy liked me. He actually persisted many recesses in trying to have himself of his little friends catch me to try and kiss me. Yes, they had to catch me, because I ran, and back then I was a pretty fast runner. Fatser than I am now, anyways. At one point he actually managed to have me caught by two or three of his friend - I knew I was in for it. Well, until one of my friends comes lunging in, breaking the hold the boys had on me, and we ran afterwards, not being caught once again. I also remember an incident that happened when I was with a friend visiting the school's park. We had our bikes there and these two boys kept coming by. It seemed they we all like friends or something until we raced the track and beat them, on bikes. We must have said something wronge, because on the bikes I got chased down and spit on. But, to better new, I am done looking back. My rambling will stop about now.

Hey.

Now, let's all talk to Solin. "Are you alright? What's wronge, you seem a little down? You're quiet today, something wronge?" No, Solin's alright, just Terribly, and Horribly home sick. Away from all my friends, one of them quite a bit depressed. HAven't heard from my mother since the incident about her calling for my little brother. Things are rough for me. Why can't I just relive my 8th grade year? I was happy. I was having fun. My little sister was too. Now look, I'm miserable, she's about the same. And I just want it all back. The only uplifting things I had were torn from my grasp. I wasn't even upset when I started to type, but now look at me. I'm a bit upset and still longing for the companionship I had before. The quotes from above are what few friends I've made have been asking me for the past few days. Watever, I'm just feeling closed off, no biggy. I'll just go and sit off somewhere waiting for the summer. That sounds great. I'll be waiting for christmas break as well, least I'll be able to see my little sister again. That's all for now.

Thoughts.

Yeah, I've been wanting a guitar FOREVER, and I'm getting one for Christmas. Can't wait, honestly. And I've been pondering on the idea of writing songs and trying to form a little 'band' with good friends. Including my younger brother(By a year) and my dearest little sister. I think she's learning guitar, my brother wants to learn the bass, and if a drummer's needed, we'll fall back to someone. Lol. Now this is just something I have been thinking about, sort of wanting to do as well. Oh, and let me get something straight. If I do manage to develop a band of sorts, who cares about any kind of money? I mean, it'll just be for the heck of it, things all of us do to our best potential. I love music enough as it is and due to the loss of Orchestra, I haven't been able to play any myself, save for my keyboard. But I can't even play the piano. So that's almost a waste. I just want the guitar, then I will be set. ^^

Oh, and I am not good at saying little things to deprive my brother's from their names, alright? I will say the names so I don't get confused, I mean really. If you are going to view my blog and be cruel to the names of my brother's, you got to be in a sad state, and I will most definitely stand up for them. No matter what, or who I would be against. But in the case of close friends I will not give out names, such as my little sister and her brothers. They have nicknames for me to use. But that's just something I wanted settled as well.

Oh, and it's an everyday Tuesday, but it's more like a Wednesday, since there's no school on Friday. So that throws me a bit off. I took a Biology test too, think it killed me though. Ngh. Should have studied. Thought I knew the stuff. But oh well, let's hope I made the grade! As for Algebra I have a test on Thursday, it's over the easiest stuff out there, so I'm alright. I don't know if I have anything in English.. Or Geography.. Whatever, that's what I have, or don't have. Lol.

On the 17th of December, I have the major Birthday party for Kenith and me. Can't wait at all. As many people as we know can come, and we want to think up a theme for it too. Lol. Probably will make our friends run away if we do. But hey, I've rambled quite a bit much today, tootles! ^^

It's Monday.

It's Monday, like all the other Monday's out there. Can't liv with 'em and live without 'em. My two brother's and I finally got paid for walking the dog! ^^ They are actually crisp five dolar bills. Haven't been folded once! I have half a mind to save the buck forever, since they never come like this, y'know? Turns out I have a four day weekend, why? I have no idea. Lol. Probably should find out. I have homework that I'm wondering whether or not to do. ^_~ Of course, I might end up doing it none the less. Well, not much to say on a Monday - Nothing's happened. As simple as that, really. Well, it's short n' sweet, seeya around! ^^

Saturday.

Yeah, I went to church and as usual, I have a verse stuck in my head, here it is:

Forever you are faithful
Forever you are strong
Forever you are with us
Forever

There it goes, the one verse that's going about my head, the rest of the song forgotten right now, but hey, I'll hear them again soon enough. Switchfoot is having a concert fairly soon, don't remember when. I bring three friend at once to church, then I get free tickets. Not sure about whether or not I want to go though. I mean, yeah, I love the band and all, but I just don't know. Oh, and as a personal note, a friend of mine's birthday is the 30 of this month, need to get a present.

I am still missing my mother, been too long since I've seen her.. Just... I don't know. But I found out on the way home that she called.. Basically in a panic, 'Is Sean all right?' My aunt had picked it up.. The fact she would be worried about him bothers me. He's here, is there a threat? I don't know, I'll just be a little over cautious now.. Well, I'm done for my day's worth of rambling on. Have a great day/night. ^^