Monday, August 29, 2005

Dreams.

I make a friend, right? Well, he comes and both of us get 'arrested' by my friends the Jeffery's for stealing a car. Right? Well, he gets free and gets shot three times, then I am all insane by that, and he is spontaniously buried, and I wake up. Wierd. Some say that dreams are a mixture of the past and present, I believe it is the imagination on fire. Showing you what it has to offer, and then some. Yeah, odd, but I gave my point of view on the matter.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Emotions, take two.

I am in a new school, yeah. A highschool, actually, and I am a freshman. Not too good, but I have made.. Well, one truly good friend, and it is funny what he said at lunch, he said that he believed I was perplexing. Big vocabulary, eh? Well, he explained further, he said he had never seen me saddened, sad, ort anything but either cheery or more cheery, after that, he said once again that I was perplexing, and of course I simply smiled. See? I am coming back to my old self, just, different in some ways.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Emotions, take one.

Yeah, every now and then you get that notice that, you have emotions! Wow, would have never guessed. I have had a conversation that sent my emotions to a spiraling odd little thing, like I am not as contently quiet as I usually am, I am either saddened, depressed, or extremely happy. Not like me, me who slips my emotions off into the abyss. Never to be seen or heard from again. Yet lately there has been some 'Fishing' done and some resurfaced. So, I get to learn once again how to hide them. Yeap. What's the point in bothering other people with them? I should stay as I usually am, either cheery, or content, no others, otherwise, how could others be able to reply on me? So, that's what I do, as pointless and odd as it sounds. I am other's strength in hard times, so forever I choose to do that. And notice it is take one, there will be more nonsense from where this came from.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Blindly innocent.

You know, only the posts that have an essence of innocence is what of mine has comments. Yes the wording is off, as well spelling, but who cares? Lol, my blog, go if you don't like it. Lol. I don't mean it, allow me to reach my point. There are still people in this world that are what I call, blindly innocent. They simply hold the essence of being innocent, and they don't even know it! If our world was made with people like that, then we would be a very peaceful one, no pointless arguments. But it is as it is, yet it is always good to see people who are blindly innocent in a world racked in pain.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Words, heh...

Words are alot more powerful than many can be lead to believe. Maybe that little insult than you slipped had more effect than you wanted, maybe you overencouraged someone. Or, maybe you got realy, really angry and said the worst thing in the world to someone. Words can often be sharper than knives, than any form of a blade. In your anger have you expressed yourself and got the wronge reaction that you wanted? Comepletely and utterly hurting the person you happened to be angry with? hat's the time you can't say accident happen, if only, eh? It's the time where your left alone, stunned at what you had actually said, wanting to help the person you hurt but knowing YOU were the one who caused their pain, what could you possibly do to help them? When you are the source of their pain. If you go, they are hurt, if you stay away, they are hurt. Its really funny, how if someone is physically hurt, it isn' half as effective as being emotionally hurt. In these modern days, our words are our blades, they are stronger than the blades used back then... Much stronger.