Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Dead days.

Okay, I'm not in the good of a mood, but I thought I should still post. My day went pretty much badly for me, so it's left me in a bad-ish mood. That's as much as I can think to say. Ciao.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

"Brain stew"

"I'm having trouble trying to sleep,
I'm counting sheep but running out,
As time ticks by,
And I still try,
No rest for crosstops in my mind.

On my own... Here we go."

Greenday. the songs have been on my mind, even some Incubus songs. But I never really paif attention to how much impact a few songs can have on you. It's realy something. I've been up and down with my moods. Oh, don't forget spending Thanksgiving throwing up all day. but I'm better now. my little brother is still sick, and now my uncle is, the only who hasn't gotten sick is my aunt, and she's bound to get sick. Although, she is playing it safe. also, guess what? I'm back!! I have a new keyboard and mouse and they're working as fine as they can! ^^ Took less than a minute to do, but weeks to get new ones. Kind of funny. My birthday is only getting nearer, my fiends are going to make it. I'm soo anxious. ^^ Love you guys!

"My mind is set on overdrive,
The clock is laughing in my face,
A crooked spine,
My sense dulled,
Passed the point of delirium.

On my own... Here we go."

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Okay, maybe I lied on the only Sunday thing..

Well, not really. Since I can't get on too often, I just printed the wronge syllabus and vala. Okay, today's been good and bad, I can't really say why, simply because I can't tell anymore. Lo. I miss Rping, I guess only my friend would understand too. But I've been writing different things, wishing I had a keyboard I could use, instead of having to come over to the neighbor's house. I'm making more friends when I think about it. In about an hour and a half I am going to go meet up with a girl I met on the bus, and help her walk her dogs. She's older than me. Hm. As a mental note, I need to get Joey's birthday present. His birthday's on the 26th of December. I want to get him somethign good - Since we don't usually give him good stuff. I get to have a MAJOR birthday party on the 17th of December, the day after my birthday. I can invite whomever I so wish to! ^_^ It'll be fuun. How've you guys been? I know I have two people that comment, that'd be mum and Ryan, even Mike at time as well. But I'm curouis, I actually happen to be in a pretty good mood right now too, can't really wait for any sorts of comments either. ^^ Well, I'm out. Salve!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Nothing like blogging..

Okay, it's clear, no songs for a while. I can't get online anymore, the keyboard isn't working now and my uncle can't buy a new one. And I just can't help but feeling pretty much good after seeing comments. Just the thing to brighten your mood, having friends. ^^ Yeah, might be corny or whatnot, but I just like that. I can post once a week until the keyboard gets fixed. Which, for me is kind of a bummer, I love the computer, but maybe it's time to use my time effeciantly. Or, get bored more quickly. Sorry for not being on in forever, and I probably can't comment on anyone's blog for a while, since I have little time online here. Oh, and by here, I mean my neighbor's house. I guess I'll end up posting.. Every Sunday, it seems. And that's only because I need the Syllabus for Latin. I've had amazing balance lately too. I mean, like we'll play with wooden swords, flails or whatnot, but I've gotten VERY good reflexes to not get hit. Well, I'm out. Until next. ^^

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

No song today either, because...

Well, let's start off with the fact I've adapted to the computer without the mouse, there's plenty I can't do, but I can get pretty far. I can click links with the Tab then Enter, switch screens with Alt then Tab. And scroll the page with arrow keys. What I have left to master is how to get those links that Tab doesn't pick up. Oh, and about Monday. We were driving to family friend's house. When, somehow, we start talking about what we want to be when we grow up. My brother's are clueless, but I finally managed to think of something. I want to be an author of a novel, a writer, basically. It took me forever to think of that too. My uncle didn't like the iea much, at all. I have it written down somewhere what he told me. But all in all, he said that all my mother had wanted to do was write, and look what happened to her. Well, at that given time, he didn't realise he had smashed the fragile existance of the peace I had, I went silent and looked out the window. I didn't say anything, but my thoughts were fired up, almost bringing me to tears, but I didn't cry. It take alot to get me to cry nowadays. Oh, I can't get a song since there's people working on the closet right now, they'v been here almost three hours now. I can't get in to find a CD that I want to get a song from. I also haven't gone to school since I get to make sure they're doing it right or something. It'd be nice to be able to do anything worth it online, bu I need the mouse, whatever. Ciao! {And no mum, no pink for me. ^_~}

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

No song - No time

Okay, I don't have ANY time, but I am still posting. Makes me kinda loyal, eh? To those that haven't even been commenting. Anyway, I got angry last night, Halloween night too. I'll explain more later. But I'm doing fairly well and whatnot. 'Ntill next.