Ha! Been a while, wanna know why?..

Let's see, an anti-computer aunt. A computer freak. (Me.) Doesn't add up. She took a wire from the CPU and poof! All uses to the computer, gone. But hey, obviously I got use of it back, that is why I am posting this. But, while I was away, I got to clean day after day, and I got a friend over, other than that not much has been happening. But there you go, the oh-so-promising explanation of my absence. Enjoy. ;)

Confusion.

Everything is, and will turn out to be as it should in the end. Everyone's path is different, I understand that. What's tricky is that everyone goes through the same things, just at different rates. But then again, what also comes to play would be personalities, and the different ways people react to different things, such as pain. Yes, a bad subject that hurts, but is it truly better to bottle it up until you can't hold it? To always change the subject? Or is it better to talk it out, it doesn't matter with who, but with someone who will not judge. And by talking it out, I mean having the other person comment, give advice if need be. Which is the better half? It is like a cake, one side one way, the other another. Always there is two ways and not just one. And there are others that constantly reapply themselves to pain, over and over, unable to stop themselves. Doing it to the point it is habit, what is to be done then? Even when told what is needed to be done, habit is in control and keep them from listening, pushing them further and further away.. And there are others that slip into depression with the slightest nudges and is the hardest to be lifted, pulled from it. All in all, it is confusing and twisted with frayed ends, such as life is.

I was away, now I am back!

Okay, the reasons on not posting, or replying to almost anything, is..That I was at camp. Or the beach retreat, so to say, two different names, one real meaning. It was wonderful. ^_^ I got sun, a little bit too much. How was I supposed to know you had to constantly reapply the sunscreen? I found out the hard way that you could burn your arms, legs, feet, and ears. They aren't bad enough to keep me from moving, give me until tomorrow and p00f! They will be gone. I had a blast. Got to see the beach, swim in a pool, go to a water park, and get baptized... More stuff. Spf. 50 Doesn't work that well, remember that. It was awesome. ^_^ There was this girl, Sarah, who is the definition of sweet and innocent and others, but still, it was great. ^_^ I am done raving, for now, bye!

Ladders.. Another world out there.

Yupp. This is how the evening started. I get taken home and of course, get online, wait a little while and the two brothers of mine are fighting, give them a little time and someone's crying. After that, my uncle comes home, kicks me offline and chews me out for not cleaning the kitchen. (Which is my brother's job.) Then after a while we go and walk down the street to the store, I get the shampoo and conditioner, my little brother gets chocolate. Have you seen what they have done to the Reeses? They are BIG. But, going on, my older, younger brother, get a necklace with Chinese or Japanese letters on it, and I get a choker. Turns out the necklace my brother got was too small for him, so I got it. ^_^ It's cool, when we get hom my uncle makes us eat and guess what? Afterwards I get a little job, I get to climb a ladder, and balance while cutting to this vine, or ivy sorts of thing. And I like continue to cut at it with scissors, the kinds teachers try to make you use, you know, the ones that don't really work on paper. So I get stuck, having had to reach a little too far, with my uncle going off saying, "Are you stuck? How are you going to get down?" Yeah, soo trying to help, but I got down, without falling, thankfully. Also, I have come to be greatfull being gifted with balance. ^_^ That's all I have for now.

Welcome.

Yay. Look at me, here to all express myself, and be commented, there's the hard part, eh? Well, none the less, I can start, now can't I? o.o Well, here I go.
I get to be here, all happy 'n stuff with my little sister, isn't that just great? ^-^ She just sleeps, so far, plays electronics, and messes around. (As a side note, my 'little sister' is my very bestest friend. =3) She skips about from one thing to the other, all happy-like, in her own little world, don't forget tormenting me, occasionally. >.> Ah well, all's well that ends well, right? If not, they need to stop telling people that. Heh, yeah.. My mindless ranting will come to an end, for now. ^-^ Thanks for listening.