Just feeling like the days are sitting on my shoulders, they weigh a lot.

My mood has really had a drop within the past few hours. To add to my self-conscious nature, Kenith, my brother, said I was weak-minded, and weak-hearted. And that's because I wouldn't hurt him for messing with me. Can I be blamed because I don't want to be the cause of other people's pains? I just can't bring myself up to it anymore. Also, after that, he managed to further my anger, and still I couldn't do anything, to add to my feelings of helplessness, he said, "Yeah, bottle your anger." I felt absolutely horrible because of that, and he said that in the middle of Service at church. so I could do absolutely nothing. On the way home from church, my neighbor, Miss Charlotte, called my uncle and I got to tell her my F in Grography had been raised to an A. I had four A's, one B, and two C's. The A's are in Math, Geography, Study Hall, and Gym. The B is in English. The C's are in Biology and Latin. She told me that if I manage to raise all my grades to A's, that she will take me to Galveston. I already know my geography and english grades have dropped, so I feel a bit guilty about that. Gah, the day has managed to work against me today. I don't know.

Yeah.

I wasn't home yesterday in time to get on, went to a friends place to watch movies until 8. Great to know I'm still all paid attention to. ^^ although I do happen to fail to post every now and then, mainly every now. >> Love you mum! Vale.

Meh.

I have to let this kid down, he likes me, but the feeling isn't mutual. To think, solin of all people to be afraid of hurting someone. Well, I have become a sort of pacifist lately. Alright, I've gone pacifist. x.x I don't have much to say, and should start posting more when my thoughts are in line with one another. Vale.

Back.

Yeah, I've been gone some time. not that I lost intest, but a few weeks the computer was down, and I haven't been able to think of anything to complain about. even now, I have half of an idea what my topic will be. Well, I lost a little interest, but mum got me to look through some things and well, this got me to smile. Vale.

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly.You're completely devoted to your friends and family.Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly.You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy.For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others.People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount.You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly.Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test