Okay, this is almost a confession.

I've always been bad with calculating time, so I don't really know how long it has been.. In the middle of 8th I was, yes, taken form my mother. We argued a great amount, having her dub me the bad word for female dog when she got angry. And I can still here her screaming at me, calling me that. I was relieved, I couldn't believe I was finally free! It's been almost a year since I've seen her. I never cry, not since the argueing stopped. I used to leave in anger, and yes, cry. Two nights ago, I was trying to sleep and couldn't, I missed my mother so bloody much a was in tears and couldn't breath for about 30 minutes. Yes, I do miss her. We left my father when I was two, making it so I cannot full understand the concept of having the father figure, also not being able to call anyone else anything related to a father. I was left with my moher for a very long time, yes, she was influenced well with drugs, consisting of weed, and she drank too. So here was the beginning of sparks of anger for me. Yes we fought, I would dead miserable... But I miss her. I would gladly give this peace I tend to have now, to be with my mother again, and by all means, I do mean this..