Thursday, April 13, 2006

"When I come around"

I heard you crying loud,
all the way across town
You've been searching for that someone,
and it's me out on the prowl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Don't get lonely now
And dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight
you been thinking about ditching me

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

Love has been the subject of my mind. I absolutely believe I'm going to go insane too. I think strongly of love. I asked a few friends their thoughts on love, this friend of mine, Jeremy, said the special one you love should be caring, willing to do anything for you and merely to be there for you. The others I asked looked at me like I was an idiot trying to ask them directions in my own little language. Save for one person. He told me that love was merely hormones. He said it was Only attraction. I took that rather harshly, for I believe the subject of love to have much more depth to it. I can’t really express my thoughts on love merely because one of the few emotions I haven’t experienced full force, is Love. Yet regardless that, I manage to have such a high respect for it. Well, with all my little problems at mind, I’ll go. Vale.

I heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser
to try and slag me down because I know you're right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self-doubt means nothing
was ever there

You can't go forcing something if it's just
not right
No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
When I come around

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around
When I come around

Sunday, April 09, 2006

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

There's always a time when one finds themself strapped defenseless to certain things. A major.. Soft spot, so to say. I think I have two. Both of them I just cant escape. One would be my mother all on her lonesome. and my dreams. I think I've forgotten to put up here that I haven't been able to sleep peacefully. I've had horrible dreams that wake me during the night and keep me unable to sleep a while. I wake up at least three times a night, at certain times and whatnot. my aunt says I'm not sleeping right because I'm a kidm, but I think it's something else? I don't really know, I've just not been able to sleep right lately. xX I'm actually fairly tired now and can't think of anythign to say, so I'll let you go. ^^ Vale.

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...